This is in continuation to the previous articles: Development of the Navel Center (Part I),Development of the Navel Center (Part II)
These are different centers being used for expression, but
the experience is the same. One can paint the experience-Zen masters have
painted their experience. When they became enlightened, they would paint it.
They would not say anything, they would just paint it. The rishis, sages, of the
Upanishads have created beautiful poetry. When they became enlightened they
would create poetry. Chaitanya used to dance; Ramakrishna used to sing. Buddha
and Mahavira used the head, reason, to explain, to say whatsoever they had
experienced. They created great systems of thought to express their experience.
But the experience is neither rational nor emotional: it is beyond both. There
have been few persons, Very few, who could express through both the centers. You
can find many Krishnamurtis, you can find many Ramakrishnas, but only sometimes
does it happen that a person can express through both the centers. Then the
person becomes confusing. Then you are never at ease with that man because you
cannot conceive of any relationship between the two; they appear contradictory.
If I say something, when I say it I must say it through reason. So I attract
many people who are rationalistic, head-oriented. Then one day they see that I
allow singing and dancing and they become Uncomfortable: What is this? There is
no relationship... But to me there is no contradiction. Dancing is also a way
of speaking-and sometimes a deeper way. Reason is also a way of speaking- and
sometimes a very clear way. So both are ways of expression.
If you see Buddha dancing, you will be in difficulty. If you see Mahavira
playing on a flute, standing naked, then you will not be able to sleep. What
happened to Mahavira? Has he gone mad? With Krishna the flute is okay, but with
Mahavira it is absolutely unbelievable. A flute in the hand of Mahavira?
Inconceivable! You cannot even imagine it. But the reason is not that there is
any contradiction between Mahavira and Krishna, Buddha and Chaitanya; it is due
to difference of Expression. Buddha will attract a particular type of mind-the
head oriented mind-and Chaitanya and Ramakrishna will attract quite the
opposite-the heart- oriented mind.
But difficulties arise. A person like me creates difficulties: I attract both,
and then no one is at ease. Whenever I am talking, then the head-oriented person
is at ease, but whenever I allow the other type of expression the head oriented
one becomes uneasy. And the same happens to the other-when some Emotional method
is used the heart oriented one feels at ease, but when I discuss, when I reason
out something, then he is absent, he is not here. He says, This is not for me.
One lady came just a day
before, and she said, I was at Mount Abu, but then there was a difficulty. The
first day when I heard you it was beautiful, it appealed to me; I was just
thrilled. But then I saw kirtandevotional chanting and dancing-so I decided to
leave immediately; that was not for me. I went to the bus station, but then
there was a problem. I wanted to hear you talk, so I came back. I didnt want to
miss what you were saying. She must have been in difficulty. She said to me,
It was so contradictory.
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